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Today is very special Anthony,
It comes by once a year.
It’s the day you went to Heaven
And the day you left me here.

I know I should be happy Anthony,
You’re in your Heavenly home.
But instead I feel so empty
And oh so all alone.

Yes today is very special
The day you grew your wings.
You left so very quickly
You didn’t take your things.

Instead you left me crying,
Yet hoping all the while
That someday I will remember
This day with a smile.

Anonymous 30.8.10

MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU MY BEAUTIFUL BABY BOY. I LOVE YOU MORE THEN LIFE ITSELF. I CANT BELIEVE ITS BEEN 3 YRS. AND IT NOT GETTING ANY EASIER. IT HURTS MORE AND MORE WITH EACH PASSING DAY. I LONG TO HOLD YOU AND KISS YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE. I LOVE YOU MY DARLING WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. PLEASE STAY CLOSE TO ME AND LET ME FEEL YOU ALL AROUND ME. I LOVE YOU FOR ALL ETERNITY XOXO MOMMY

The longing penetrates the heart deeply
The days go by ever so slowly
Sunrise to sunset there’s only you in my memory
Heaviness sets in as my eyes become teary.

Opening the window I see the moon shining brightly
Illuminating the darkness giving hope to many
But no matter how hard I stare at nature’s beauty
It just isn’t as magical without you beside me.

The alarm rings and birds are chirping noisily
A new day and a new beginning it should be
But the same yearning occupies my mind so strongly
Because in my heart the love for you burns eternally.

Author Unknown
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ღ A New Day ღ

Like a fresh blade of grass
Patted down by the rain
I sometimes feel
Defeated

Like beautiful new snow
Gently falling to earth
I want to see
The promise of purity

Like the pale yellow
Of the rising sun
I want a new
Sense of hope

Like the sweet call
Of a chirping bird
I look forward to the assurance
Of a new day

Author Unknown
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ღ Snowflakes ღ

Like little snowflakes
Gliding gently to earth
Touching my cheek
A cool brief kiss
Somehow remind me
Of the eternal warmth
I felt when I held you.

Author Unknown

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The time of concern is over. No longer are we asked how we’re doing. Never are the names of our children mentioned to us. A curtain descends. The moment has passed. Life’s slip from frequent recall. There are exceptions: close and compassionate friends, sensitive and loving family. Still look. Still ask. Still listen. Thank God for them. For most, the drama is over. The spotlight is off. Applause is silent.

But for us the play will never end. The effects on us are timeless. What can be said, you ask? Please say “their names” to us. Love does not die. Their names are written on our lives. You may feel that they are dead. We feel that they are of the dead and still they live. They ghost-walk our souls, beckoning in future welcome. You say, “They were our children”; we say “They are”. Please say “their names” to us and say “their names” again. It hurts to bury their memory in silence. What they were in flesh is no longer with us. What they are in spirit stays within us always. They were of our past but they are part of our now. They are our hope for the future. Please understand we cannot forget. We would not if we could.

We know that you cannot know, yesterday we were like you. Understand that we dwell in both flesh and spirit. We do not ask you to walk this road. The ascent is steep and the burden heavy. We walk it not by choice. We would rather walk it with them in the flesh, looking not to spirit worlds beyond. We are what we have to be. What we have lost, you cannot feel. What we have gained you may not see. Please say ” their names” for they are alive. We will meet them again, although in many ways we’ve never parted. Their spirits play light songs, appear in sunrises and sunsets. They are real and shadow, they were and they are.

Please say “their names” to us and say “their names” again.
They are our children and we love them as we always did.
More each day.

PLEASE, SAY THEIR NAMES.

I MISS YOU ANTHONY MORE THEN ANYTHING, LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. XOXO BABY LOVE YOU FOR ALL ETERNITY MOMMY

A shadow of joy flickered; it is me.
I told you I wouldn’t leave.
My spirit is with you.
My memories, my thoughts are
imbedded deep in your heart.
I still love you.

Do not for one moment think
that you have been abandoned.
I am in the Light.
In the corner, in the hall, the car, the yard –
these are the places I stay with you.

My spirit rises every time you pray for me,
but my energy comes closer to you.
Love does not diminish, it grows stronger.

I am the feather that finds you in the yard,
the dimmed light that grows brighter in your mind,

I place our memories for you to see.
We lived in our special way,
a way that now has its focus changed.

I still crave your understanding and
long for the many words of prayer
and good fortune for my soul.
I am in the Light.

As you struggle to adjust without me,
I watch silently.
Sometimes I summon up all the strength of my new world
to make you notice me.
Impressed by your grief,
I try to impress my love
deeper into your consciousness.

As you should,
call out to the Heavens for help.
You should know that the fountain of youth does exist.

My soul is now healthy.
Your love sends me new found energy.
I am adjusting to this new world.
I am with you and I am in the Light.

Please don’t feel bad that you can’t see me.
I am with you wherever you go.
I protect you,
just as you protected me so many times.

Talk to me and somehow I will find a way
to answer you.
I see you with my new eyes.
I am learning to help wherever you are,
where ever I am needed.
This can be done because I am in the Light.

When you feel despair, reach out to me.
I will come.

My love for you truly does
transcend from Heaven to Earth.
Finish your life with the enthusiasm and zest
that you had when we were together in the physical sense.
You owe this to me, but more importantly,
you owe it to yourself.

Life continues for both of us.
I am with you because I love you
and I am in the Light…

~ Author unknown ~

Walk in the light sweet angel
Be happy and know how much you are loved

Always you will be part of me
And I will forever feel your strength
When I need it most
You’re gone now, gone but not forgotten
I can’t say this to your face
But I know you hear
Chorus:
I’ll see you again
You never really left
I feel you walk beside me
I know I’ll see you again
When I’m lost, when I’m missing you like crazy
I tell myself I’m so blessed
To have had you in my life, my life
Chorus
When I had the time to tell you
Never thought I’d live to see the day
When the words I should have said
Would come to haunt me
In my darkest hour I tell myself
I’ll see you again
Chorus
I will see you again
I’ll see you again
I miss you like crazy
You’re gone but not forgotten
I’ll never forget you
Someday I’ll see you again
I feel you walk beside me
Never leave you, yeah
Gone but not forgotten
I feel you by my side
No this is not goodbye.