Anthony Joseph Shallo
Sunday, February 22nd, 2009 at
12:17 pm
Full Name: Anthony Joseph Shallo
Born: 5 February 1987
Passed Away: 25 October 2008
Location: Hunterdon, New Jersey
Website: anthonyshallo.gonetoosoon.org
Anthony Joseph Shallo
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, REST IN PEACE ANGEL
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Filed under: 2008 Memorials • October 2008
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I LOVE YOU BABY WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. I MISS YOU MORE THEN ANYONE WILL EVER KNOW. ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS. XOXO
GOODNIGHT ANGEL. I MISS YOU MORE AND MORE EVEYDAY. I DON’T KNOW HOW I’M GETTING THROUGH THIS, THE DAYS JUST PASS IN A BIG BLUR. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. WISH YOU WETE HERE ANTHONY. ALL MY LOVE
MOM XOXO
ANTHONY I MISS YOU SO MUCH ANGEL. SAM IS COMING TO VISIT AS SHOULD YOU BE COMING, IT NOT FARE BABY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH XOXO
I LOVE YOU ANTHONY WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. I MISS YOU SO DARN MUCH. I WISH YOU WERE IN MY ARMS SAFE AND SOUN WERE YOU BELONG. VISIT WITH SAM AND LISA WAS FUN, I’M GLAD THE CAME. IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN YOU HERE THOUGH. I WAS DREAMING OF YOU ALL NIGHT LONG BABY, BUT I WAS I HAD YOU. I THINK OF YOU DAY AND NIGHT BABY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MOM
GOODNIGHT MY SWEET ANGEL, SWEET DREAMS. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. I THINK OF YOU NIGHT AND DAY, YOU NEVER LEAVE MY THOUGHTS. I MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY. I KNOW I’LL BE DREAMING OF YOU ALL NIGHT LONG. LOVE YOU MOM XOXO <3 <3
GOODNIGHT MY SWEET ANGEL, SWEET DREAMS. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, I’LL DREAM OF YOU ALL NIGHT LONG. LOVE YOU MOM
GOODNIGHT BABY, SORRY ITS BEEN A WHILE, MY COMPUTER CRASHED AND I HAD TO GO BUY A NEW ONE. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. FOREVER AND EVER. I’LL DREAM OF YOU TONIGHT AS EVER NIGHT. I MISS YOU . LOVE YOU BABY MOM XOXO
HI BABY, I MISS YOU SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH. I AM SO LOST WITHOUT YOU. I WANT TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS OR PICK YOU THE PHONE WHEN I CALL YOU. ITS BRAKING MY HEART, ITS IN A BILLION PIECES. I DON’T KNOW WERE TO EVEN START. I AM SO SAD, ALL I DO IS CRY. I KNOW YOUR AT PEACE, BUT I JUST WANT YOU. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL AND EVERYTHING THAT I AM, FOREVER AND EVERMORE. LOVE YOU MOM XOXO
GOODNIGHT BABY, SWEET DREAMS. I’LL DREAM OF YOU TONIGHT, YOUR ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS, DAY AND NIGHT. I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH, FOREVER AND EVER. MOM XOXO
HI BABY, I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I CAN’T STOP THINKING OF YOU, I GET SO LOST IN YOUR MEMORY. I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH. I WISH I COULD JUST WAKE UP FROM THE NIGHTMARE. I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER MORE. MOM XOXO
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL BABY XOXO
HI BABY, HOPE YOUR HAVING A WONDERFUL DAY UP IN GOD’S BEAUTIFUL GARDEN. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. MY HEART ACHES FOR YOU. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER MORE. YOUR ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ANGEL. LOVE YOU MOMMY XOXO
GOODNIGHT BABY, SWEET DREAMS. I’LL DREAM OF HOLDING AND KISSING YOU AS I ALWAYS DO. YOUR FOREVER IN MY HEART, FOREVER IN MY THOUGHTS AND FOREVER IN MY PRAYERS. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL FOREVER, MOM XOXO
ANTHONY, I MISS YOU MORE AND MORE EACH DAY. I JUST WANT TO CALL YOU AND YOU ANSWER. I LOVE YOU BABY WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. FOREVER IN MY HEART, FOREVER IN MY THOUGHTS, FOREVER IN MY PRAYERS AND FOREVER EVER IN MY SOUL. LOVE YOU BABY MOM XOXO
HI ANTHONY, I MISS YOU SO MUCH. YESTERDAY WAS HARD. I’M SORRY I TRIED. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER MORE. MOM XOXO
GOODNIGHT ANTHONY, SWEET DREAMS BABY, I KNOW I’LL DREAM OF CUDDLE AND SNUGGLING WITH YOU. THAT ALL I WISH FOR. IT YOU. I LOVE YOU. YOUR FOREVER IN MY HEART, FOREVER IN MY THOUGHTS, FOREVER IN MY PRAYERS AND FOREVER IN MY SOUL. MOMMY XOXO
HI BABY, I LOVE YOU. XOXO
GOODNIGHT ANTHONY, SWEET DREAMS. PLEASE COME AND VISIT ME AGAIN IN MY DREAMS. I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER BABY. LOVE MOM XOXO
GOOD MORNING ANTHONY, I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH. I’LL BE GONE MOST OF THE DAY. HAVE TO GO TO SEAN’S SCHOOL TODAY. MAKE SURE YOU WHISPER GOOD THINGS IN YOUR BROTHERS EARS. THEY MISS YOU SO MUCH. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. I MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY. LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER MOM XOXO
HI MY GORGEOUS SON, BOY ANTHONY I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. YOU WERE MY LIFE ON EARTH AND NOW MY LIFE IN HEAVEN. I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER, TILL THE DAY I DIE AND WE ARE REUNITED. TILL YOU ARE BACK IN MY ARMS WERE YOU BELONG. THEN I WILL REST. I LOVE YOU BABY WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. FOREVER MOMMY XOXO
I LOVE YOU ANTHONY WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. I COUNT THE DAYS TILL I CAN HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS. THAT WHEN I’LL FINIALLY REST. I LOVE YOU. YOUR FOREVER IN MY HEART AND SOUL. LOVE MOM XOXO
HI BABY, ANTHONY I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH. MISS YOU MORE AND MORE EACH DAY. I’VE CRIED AN OCEAN. SEAN GRADUATES ON FRI. FROM 8TH GR. CAN’T BELIEVE HE’S GOING INTO HIGH SCHOOL. YOU SHOULD BE HERE. GOD BABY I MISS YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING. I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH. FOREVER MOMMY XOXO
HI ANTHONY, I MISS YOU MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF. WHAT I WOULDN’T DO TO HAVE YOU BACK. I LOVE YOU BABY WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. FOREVER AND EVER IN MY HEART AND SOUL. LOVE YOU MOM XOXO
HI BABY, I MISS YOU SO MUCH. CAN’T BELIEVE TOMORROW WILL BE 7 MONTHS. STILL FEELS LIKE YESTERDAY. I MISS YOU MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. FOREVER YOUR MOM XOXO
HI MY BEAUTIFUL SON, HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY UP IN HEAVEN. I HONOR YOU TODAY AND EVERYDAY. I LOVE YOU MORE THEN LIFE ITSELF. TODAY IS 7 MONTHS TOO. I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. FOREVER AND EVER. GOD BLESS YOU ANGEL AND KEEP YOU SAFE UNTIL I MEET YOU IN HEAVENS GARDEN. I LOVE YOU BABY LOVE MOM XOXO
GOODNIGHT BABY, SWEET DREAMS, COME AND VISIT ME TONIGHT AND LET ME HOLD YOU AND KISS THAT PRETTY FACE. I LOVE YOU MY DARLING. FOREVER WILL. TILL THE DAY I DIE AND THERE AFTER. I LOVE YOU MOMMY XOXO
HEY BABY, THINKING OF YOUR ALL MORNING LONG, I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I GOT ABOUT 1 HOUR SLEEP LAST NIGHT. YOU DON’T STOP RUN THROUGH MY MIND. I LOVE YOU BABY WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. ALWAYS AND FOREVER MOM XOXO
HEY BABY, I MISS YOU SO MUCH. MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU, YOUR EYES, YOUR SMILE, YOU.. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY MORE THAN ANYTHING. LOVE YOU BOO LOVE MOM XOXO
GOODNIGHT ANTHONY, SWEET DREAMS BABY. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. ALWAYS AND FOREVER, WITH EVERY SINGLE BEAT OF MY HEART BRING ME ONE MORE SECOND CLOSER TO YOU. I LOVE YOU BOO, MOMMY XOXO
HI BABY, MY HEART IS ACHING SO MUCH FOR YOU, I WANT TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. ALWAYS AND FOREVER MOM XOXO
GOODNIGHT BABY, SWEET DREAMS. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. ALWAYS AND FOREVER AND EVER. COME AND VISIT ME TONIGHT BABY SO WE CAN CUDDLE. I LOVE YOU ANTHONY, ALWAYS AND FOREVER MY LOVE BOO MOMMY XOXO
I LOVE YOU ANTHONY WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL AND ALWAYS AND FOREVER IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. LOVE YOU SON MOMMY XOXO
HI MY BEAUTIFUL BABY BOY, IT IS SO HARD NOT TO THINK OF YOU ALL THE TIME, I ASK MYSELF WHY, WHY DID THIS HAPPEN, WHY TO YOU. I MISS YOU SO MUCH ANTHONY. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. ALWAYS AND FOREVER MOM XOXO
MY BEAUTIFUL SON, HOW I MISS YOU SO MUCH, I AM SO NUMB. MY HEAD ACHES AS DOES MY HEART. I AM SO LOST WITHOUT YOU. I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL BABY, ALWAYS AND FOREVER LOVE MOM XOXO
HI BABY, THANK YOU FOR VISITING ME IN MY DREAMS, I DIDN’T WANT TO WAKE UP. JUST WANTED TO KEEP HOLDING YOU. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. ALWAYS AND FOREVER IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. LOVE YOU MOMMY XOXO
GOODNIGHT SWEETHEART, SWEET DREAMS. COME AND CUDDLE WITH ME BABY AS I NEED YOUR TOUCH. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. FOREVER AND EVER IN MY THOGHTS AND PRAYERS. LOVE MOM XOXO
GOODNIGHT SWEETHEART, MY PRECIOUS CHILD, I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. ALWAYS AND FOREVER. TILL THE DIE GOD CALL MY NAME AND YOU TAKE MY HAND TILL ETERNITY. I LOVE YOU MOM XOXO
Anthony,
This day will be a celebration
of the short time you were here.
You will always be remembered
with great love and many tears.
But to only feel pain and sorrow
would not be fair to you.
Your life meant so much more to us,
more than words could say.
You were here so briefly,
I wonder if you knew
all the ways you’ve touched
our world and our hearts
and everyone who knew you
since the day God called you home.
Now my child, you’re an angel
with your heavenly Father above,
we see not only what we’ve lost
but our capacity of love.
There will always be a big void
in our life and a hole in our
hearts that will never heal.
Our souls will grieve forever.
Will we forget or stop loving you?
No! Not now…not ever.
As this day is upon us,
oh, how our hearts still hurt.
But even as I mourn your death,
we will always celebrate your birth.
It was the happiest day of our lives.
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All my Love A|Sweetheart, Love Mom
Have a nice weekend up in heaven xoxo
HI SWEATPEA, JUST POPPING IN TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. MORE THEN WORDS CAN EVER SAY. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, ALWAYS AND FOREVER. TODAY IS CHRISSY’S BIRTHDAY AND FATHERS DAY. MAKE SURE YOU GIVE THEM A KISS TODAY. PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND JAIME UNTIL I AM WITH YOU AGAIN. LOVE YOU MOMMY XOXO
MY DEAREST ANTHONY,
An angel in the book of life Wrote down our baby’s birth She whispered as she closed the book “Too beautiful for earth.” Love You always and Forever Mom xoxo
ANTHONY TODAY IS 8 MONTHS SINCE MY WHOLE WORLD FELL APART. I AM SO LOST WITHOUT YOU. I STILL ASK WHY, WHY YOU, WHY MINE, WHY? NO ANSWER WILL EVER BE GOOD ENOUGH. I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. ALWAYS AND FOREVER IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. MY HEART ACHES WITH EVERY BEAT. I LONG TILL THE DAY I CAN HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS SWEETHEART. LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER MOM XOXO
THESE SHOES
I wear a pair of shoes
They are ugly shoes
Uncomfortable shoes
I hate my shoes
Each day I wear them and each day I wish I had another pair.
Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I do not think I can take another step
Yet, I continue to wear them
I get funny looks wearing these shoes
They are looks of sympathy.
I can tell in others eyes that they are glad they are my shoes and not their’s
They never talk about my shoes
To learn how awful my shoes are might make them uncomfortable.
To truly understand these shoes you must walk in them.
But, once you put them on, you can never take them off.
I now realize I am not the only one who wears these shoes.
There are many pairs in this world.
Some women are like me and ache daily as they try and walk in them.
Some have learned how to walk in them so they don’t hurt quite as much.
Some have worn the shoes so long that days will go by before they think about how much they hurt
No woman deserves to wear these shoes
They have made me who I am.
I will forever walk in the shoes of a woman who has lost a child.
I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART MORE THEN LIFE ITSELF. XOXO
♰Looking back with memories, Upon the path you trod, We bless the hours we had with you, And leave the rest with God. Love you always Mom xoxo♰
I miss you so much
Everyday in some small way Memories of you come our way. Though absent, you are always near Still missed, loved and always dear. I Love You always Mom XOXO
Anthony, It broke our hearts to lose you, But you did not go alone. For part of us went with you, The day God called you home. I Love you always Mom XoXo
THIS LITTLE CANDLE
Anthony,
I lit a candle tonight, in honor of you
Remembering your life, and all the times we’d been through.
Such a small little light the candle made
Until I realized how much in darkness it lit the way.
All the tears I’ve cried in all my grief and pain
What a garden they grew, watered with human rain.
I sometimes can’t see beyond the moment, in hopeless despair.
But then your memory sustains me, in heartaches repair.
I can wait for the tomorrow, when my sorrows ease
Until then I’ll light this candle, and let my memories run free.
Have a wonderful weekend up in heaven above. All my Love. Happy 4th of July sweetheart. Hope you enjoy the fireworks. Love You Baby, Love Mom xoxo
WHEN YOU LOSE YOUR PARENT,
YOU LOSE YOUR PAST.
WHEN YOU LOSE YOUR SPOUSE,
YOU LOSE YOUR PRESENT.
WHEN YOU LOSE YOUR CHILD,
YOU LOSE YOUR FUTURE.
I MISS YOU SWEETHEART AND
ALWAYS WILL : (
♥ A Shade of Sadness. ♥
In comes the darkness to my soul
even as I sit in the early morning sun,
the distant sounds of the living
seem far removed from the fogginess of my mind.
♥
In the stillness of the house
which seems quieter than quiet,
time seems to pass too slowly.
♥
A feeling of being outside myself
looking back into an empty shell
of the person I used to be.
♥
I cry for my former self.
That person I once liked and enjoyed.
She is gone.
A loss within a loss, within a loss.
♥
A heaviness in my heart,
the weight of a million tears.
Drowning my emotions,
mixing and swirling in a pool of despair.
Ugly hateful despair.
♥
A sadness so deep and heavy
leaving the body tired and used,
I feel I could sleep,
sleep for a thousand years and never wake up.
♥
A thousand years will not change a thing.
You would still not be here.
What to believe, I don’t know.
I just don’t know. My soul is lost.
♥
I know not which way to turn.
Where to look,
♥
I feel helpless,
helpless to help my self,
annoyed with the daily things of life I must do.
♥
I don’t care, not anymore.
The world could fall upon it’s knees
it would not matter,
I am too shrouded in the darkness of my world
that spins ever out of control,
directing my emotions
with no warning as to what feelings
will be brought upon me next.
♥
There is guilt, another weight to bear.
Those who are with me, who I love and love me,
they need me, but I am not ready.
I hold them back at arms length,
I am not ready,
their demands draw on what strength I have left.
For that I am sorry,
but I cannot help bringing on the emotional distance.
There is a need to protect myself,
but from what I am not sure.
♥
There is anger.
Anger that occasionally swells within me.
There is no direction into which to fling this anger.
It is a new and different type of anger
not one I am familiar with and it disturbs me.
It makes me afraid.
♥
I try to be strong. For you, and only you.
I try to think what you would have me do.
♥
I know you would want me to live my life.
To continue on. It is not an easy task, not at all.
♥
Some days I can go out
and meet the world with vigor and say I do this for you.
♥
Some days I must crawl into my shell
and hide from the world that has been so cruel to me.
I am trying.
♥
The days are filled with thoughts of you,
and should I find myself not thinking of you,
I gasp for fear that I am forgetting you.
♥
I have learned to value life, you have taught me this.
To see the beauty in each day given to me,
even through this veil of sad darkness.
I know it is there waiting for me.
♥
Someday the sadness will lift
and I will only think of you
with a smile and warmness in my heart.
My love for you will always be there
that shall never pass
and I hope somehow you know this too.
♥
Your memory is only a heartbeat away.
I shall always love,
I shall always long for you,
I shall always wish to have you back.
And I shall live — if only for you.
♥
To Those I Love And Those Who Love Me
When I’m gone, release me, let me go;
I have so many things to see and do.
Don’t tie yourself to me with tears.
Be happy that we had so many years.
I gave you love.
You can only guess how much that
You gave me in happiness.
I thank you for your love you each have shown.
But it is time I travel alone.
So grieve a while for me, grieve you must;
Then let your grief be comfort by trust.
It’s only for a little while we must part.
So bless the memories within your heart.
I won’t be far away, for life goes on.
So if you need me, call and I’ll come.
Though you can’t see or touch me, I’ll be near.
If you listen with your heart, you’ll hear
All my love around you soft and clear.
And then when you must come this way alone,
I will greet you with a smile and a
“Welcome Home!”
Author Unknown
My Son by Tracy Lamont
I walked away that morning, without a backward glance,
I didn’t know that moment was going to be our last.
The last time I would hold you or see your lovely face,
The last time I would kiss you and feel your strong embrace.
So solid and so real,so vibrant and alive,
A happy face with twinkling eyes, my fine young man, my child.
My first-born son, my Angel, the apple of my eye,
so cruelly taken from me, I never said goodbye.
The shattered remnant of my heart is strangely beating still,
with holes so black and fathomless no light could ever fill.
I don’t know how I face each day without my darling boy.
Gone is all the happiness, the love of life, the joy.
The years stretch on before me, so bleak and dark and long,
I pray you walk beside me, son, and help to keep me strong.
And when my life is over, come to me on that day,
and smile at me and hold me tight and carry me away.
the wind that whispers through the trees, the brightest star at night,
a rainbow on a dismal day, a shaft of golden light,
All these are signs you send to me, a message from above,
that even death can’t break the bonds of Son and Mother Love…
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ANTHONY, I LONG TO HOLD YOU MY DARLING, BUT I KNOW THATS NOT TO BE, TILL THE DAY I DIE. TILL THE BABY I WILL SIT AND COUNT THE DAY TILL YOU ARE BACK IN MY ARMS AGAIN. I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER SWEETHEART. XOXO
A Child Loaned
“I’ll lend you for a little time
A child of Mine.” He said.
“For you to love the while he lives
And mourn for when he’s dead.
It may be six or seven year
Or twenty-two or three
But will you, till I call him back
Take care of him for Me?
He’ll bring his charms to gladden you
And should his stay be brief,
You’ll have his lovely memories
As solace for your grief.
I cannot promise he will stay
Since all from Earth return,
But there are lessons taught down there
I want the child to learn.
I’ve looked this wide world over
In my search for teacher’s true,
And from the throngs that crowd life’s lanes,
I have selected you;
Now will you give him all your love,
Nor think the labour vain
Nor hate Me when I come to call
And take him back again?
I fancied that I heard them say,
“Dear Lord, They will be done,
For all the joy Thy child shall bring,
For the risk of grief we’ll run.
We’ll shelter him with tenderness,
We’ll love him while we may,
And for the happiness we’ve known,
Forever grateful stay.
But should the angels call for him
Much sooner than we planned,
We’ll brave the bitter grief that comes
And try to understand.”
Anonymous
Tears
Tears are delightful expressions
Of happiness, sorrow, and love,
Made to release deep emotions,
A special gift sent from above.
When seeing sweet thoughts of a loved one
Midst memories of days of old,
A tear finds a cheek in the moonlight
As thoughts reach deep in the soul.
In moments of anger, frustrations and grief,
When happy thoughts flee like a thief,
Running away with our hopes and our cares,
A tear brings welcome relief.
If unwanted sorrow consumes us
And life seems so hard to bear,
With time a soul is healed,
Restored with the help of a tear.
Sun and beauty bring health to the soul
Through all of the days of our lives,
Deepest feelings of thanks are expressed
Through tears which appear in our eyes.
Be grateful for tears for their presence
Restores our most glorious thoughts
Of laughter, compassion and loving,
The most precious gifts of all.
BY:Jack Larsen, Plover, Wisconsin
HI ANTHONY, MY BEAUTIFUL PRECIOUS SON. HAD A NICE TIME IN ATLANTA. LOTS OF TEARS, BUT THATS OK. EVERYONE TALKED SO MUCH ABOUT YOU, ABELITA REMEMBERED YOU AND ME AND THE BOYS, BUT FORGETTEN CHRIS AND SEAN’S NAMES. BUT SHE REMEMBERED YOU. I LOVE YOU BABY WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. XOXO
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THE SILENCE OF MY HEART.
IN THE SILENCE OF MY HEART
MY MIND STILL CRIES FOR ANSWER.
THE PAIN COMES CALLING ONCE AGAIN
AND TEARS WASH THROUGH MY SOUL.
THE NEED TO UNDERSTAND STILL SO STRONG
THE LOVE ONCE FELT SO CLOSE AT HAND.
TEMPTATION TO REACH OUT TO YOU,
ALMOST TO TOUCH YOUR HAND,
ALMOST TO HEAR YOUR VOICE
ALMOST TO SHARE YOUR SPIRIT
SO CLOSE TO MY HEART.
THE MEMORIES LINGER
AND IN THE STILLNESS OF MY BEING
STILL BECKON TO ME.
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. MISS YOU MORE THEN ANYTHING SWEETHEART. FOREVER IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. XOXO
BUTTERFLY WINGS
In a green meadow filled with Milkweed and flowers there lived a colony of
caterpillars. They were a happy colony, living a quiet life in the cool
shade. For many months they were very busy,
scurrying around and munching on the soft Milkweed leaves.
They did notice that every once in a while one of the colony seemed to lose
interest in crawling around with its friends. It would go off alone and
crawl high up in the trees. It gradually moved out of sight and was seen no
more.
“Look!” said one of the caterpillars to another, “one of our colony is
climbing up to the tops of the trees. Where do you think he is going?” Up,
up and up it slowly went…even as they watched, the caterpillar disappeared
from sight. Its friends waited and waited but it didn’t return.
“That’s funny!” said one caterpillar to another. “Wasn’t he happy here?”
asked another. “Where do you suppose he went ?” wondered a third. No one
had an answer. They were greatly puzzled.
Finally one of the caterpillars gathered its friends together. “I have an
idea. The next one of us who climbs to the tops of the trees must promise
to come back and tell us where he or she went and why.”
“We promise…” they all said solemnly.
One spring day not long after the caterpillar who had suggested the plan
found himself climbing high up into the trees. Up up and up he went, higher
and higher into the trees. Before he knew what was happening he had broken
through the canopy of leaves into the warm sunlight and fell into a deep
sleep.
When he awoke he looked about in surprise. He couldn’t believe what he saw.
A startling change had come over his old body. He now had beautiful wings!
Even as he struggled he felt an impulse to move his wings. The warmth of
the sun soon dried the moisture from his new body. He moved his wings again
and suddenly found himself flying into the blue sky.
He had become a butterfly. Swooping and dipping in great curves he flew
through the air. He felt exhilarated in the new atmosphere.
By and by the new butterfly landed on a leaf to rest. Then it was that he
chanced to look below to the bottom of the meadow. Why, he was right above
his old friends the caterpillars! There they were, crawling around and munching on Milkweed, just as he had been doing before.
Then the butterfly remembered his promise. Without thinking the butterfly
darted down. He landed on a flower and looked into the grass. Now that he
was a butterfly he could no longer go back.
“I can’t return!” he said in dismay. “At least I tried, but I can’t keep
my promise. Even if I could go back, not one of the caterpillars would know
me in my new body. I guess I’ll just have to wait until they become
butterflies too. Then they’ll understand what has happened to me and where
I went.”
And the butterfly winged off happily into its new world of sun and air.
Dear God, please remember those who have left the meadow we live in…and
remember us who are still here.
MY HEART ACHES FOR YOU SWEETHEART. IT’S 9 MONTHS TODAY. FEEL LIKE YESTERDAY. I AM SO LOST WITHOUT YOU. MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. LOVE YOU MORE THEN LIFE ITSELF. YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN. TILL MY LAST BREATH. FOREVER IN MY HEART AND SOUL. XOXO
“My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me. I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no man can snatch them out of my hand.” John 10:27. Love You Mom
Perhaps they are not the stars, but rather openings in Heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy. Love You Forever Baby, Love Mom xoxo
⊱✣⊰ Just like the sweetest rose ♥ your petals fell too soon ♥ but the love you planted in our hearts ♥ will never cease to bloom ⊱✣⊰ All My Love You Baby, Love Mom xoxo
Anthony,
Thinking of you and your family. May you have peace and soar with the angles.
God Bless,
Love Always,
Mary
GOODNIGHT ANTHONY, SWEET DREAMS BABY, COME AND VISIT ME IN MY DREAMS AS I DREAM OF YOU BABY BOY. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. ALWAYS AND FOREVER IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. MISS YOU YOU SO VERY MUCH MY DARLING BABY BOY XOXO
One Day at a Time
You lived your life one day at a time.
The words you shared were always kind.
You loved us all with your whole heart.
It saddens us to be apart, and forever we
hold you in our hearts
Today you stand in God’s bright light.
Watching over us day and night.
In our hearts you will remain
Until the day we meet again…
Forever Your love will live on in our hearts
and the hearts of those you touched.
We are so grateful to God for blessing our lives with
the beautiful gift of you.
We miss you sweet angel,
more than you can imagine.
Unknown
I Love You with all my Heart and Soul. xoxo
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰ Where did that smile go?
The one you saved just for me
A smile between Mother and son
There for all the world to see
Created in an instant
Even before your birth
That smile warmed my soul
And gave me Heaven on earth. ⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰ Where did that smile go?
The one that was mine alone
I cannot seem to find it
It isn’t in our home
I’ve looked in every room
I’ve hunted high and low
I’m feeling lost without it
I really miss it so. ⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰ Where did that smile go?
The one that could melt my heart
I would have hidden you away
If I’d known we’d have to part
It’s lonely here without you
It’s a shadow life I lead
And tucked in every moment
Is a sad and painful need. ⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰ Where did that smile go?
The one where love shone through
Where each day was very special
If I shared that day with you
That smile is now my comfort
It’s in my very soul
That smile is breathing life
To fill an empty hole. ⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰ It isn’t in the bedroom
That was a silly place to start
That smile has never left me
It’s living in my heart. ⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
I MISS THAT BEAUTIFUL SMILE THAT WAS JUST FOR ME. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. ALWAYS AND FOREVER IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. XOXO
My Life changed, the very moment I found out
That you had passed away.
I couldn’t stop it; there was nothing I could say.
You’ve touched my life so deeply to a point you will never know,
I try to think about you when I am feeling down and low.
Sometimes when my day gets hard
I will think about your beautiful smile
and if I listen hard enough I will hear your voice after a while.
It’s you who give me a reason to go on with my day,
and now if I want to see you I’ll bow my head and pray.
I catch myself looking for you still,
In the halls and at your front door,
but when I call your name there is no reply any more!
I never thought a day would come where we would be apart,
God has you in his keepings, we have you in our hearts.
Life will go on, but never will be the same,
your beautiful smile is gone, but it will always remain.
You’re our angel from up above.
You’ll always be missed, but most importantly… loved.
Just one more minute, God, is all I ask- why can’t you give them back;
it seems like such a simple task.
I guess people are right when they say God only takes the best,
I know enough now that you’re peacefully at rest.
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL BABY XOXO
In our thoughts each and every day.
Missed more then words can say.
Loved for eternity.
Watch over you Family. They need your comfort, visit them in their dreams.
Mommy’s little Boy
Hello Mommy, it’s me your little boy
I see you when your crying
and I see you when your happy.
You know what Mommy, I like it
better when your happy,
because your face glows.
It makes me remember our
time we had together,
Oh Mommy it was so much fun.
But you know Mommy
I’m not sad…
Jesus told me your going to be
with me again, one day and it
will be forever.
I have lots of little friends
that love to play and have fun.
There are no mean kids here
and there is no saddness.
We play and we laugh
on the swings and clouds
We get to watch everyone
we love.
You know what Mommy
in Heaven we don’t cry.
Nothing makes us sad
or angry, everything is
peaceful and loving.
I have more Angel Friends
than I did friends on earth.
It’s really nice here Mommy
so please don’t be sad.
When were together again
I can show you all around
and you will meet my friends.
I send you little kisses
every now and than
but sometimes I’m so
busy having fun,
I forget.
But everynight I blow you a kiss
with a little I love you and
I see it land on your pillow
and touch your precious cheek
as you lay down.
You know what Angie told me…
She said that now that her Mommy
is laughing and having fun in life
she is happier than ever…
Because she can rest in peace
and not worry about her
Mommy being upset.
So I’m writing this little note
to you (well sort of Mommy)
to ask you to be happy
that your my Mommy
and I can rest in peace.
A little tear now and than
I guess is okay
but remember your smile
makes a glow and l
reflects on me from you.
I love you Mommy
xoxoxo
AND I LOVE YOU MORE THEN LIFE ITSELF BABY XOXO
TODAY IS 10 MONTHS SINCE THAT HORRIBLE DAY THAT YOU LEFT ME AND MY WORLD FELL APART. I MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. I LONG TO HOLD YOU EVERY SINGLE SECOND. MY HEART ACHES FOR YOU EVERY SINGLE SECOND. I WILL LOVE YOU TILL MY LAST DYING BREATH AND YOU I REACH OUT AND YOU TAKE MY HAND TILL ETERNITY. I LOVE YOU BABY AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. WATCH OVER US AND NEVER LEAVE MY SIDE. LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER MORE. XOXO
God, hold my Son’s hand just a little while longer, while his Mother’s love grows so much stronger. When it’s time for me to leave this land, Please God, give me back my loving Son’s hand. To have, to hold, to cherish with all of my heart, give us a second chance, with a brand new start…. In Jesus Name, Amen:
I Love you Baby xoxo
*✣* Although we cannot hold you *✣* We will never let you go *✣* You will be in our hearts forever *✣* Because we love you so *✣* sweet dreams *✣* Love You always and Forever Mom xoxo
Don’t Mourn For Me
Mother, please don’t mourn for me;
I’m still here, though you don’t see.
I’m right by your side
each night and day
and within your heart I long to stay.
My body is gone but I’m always near
I’m everything you feel, see or hear.
My spirit is free,
but I’ll never depart
as long as you keep me alive in your heart.
I’ll never wander out of your sight–
I’m the brightest star
on a summer night.
I’ll never be beyond your reach–
I’m the warm moist sand
when you’re at the beach.
I’m the colorful leaves
when fall comes around,
And the pure white snow
that blankets the ground.
I’m the beautiful flowers
of which you’re so fond–
The clear cool water in a quiet pond.
I’m the first bright blossom
you’ll see in the spring;
The first warm raindrop
that April will bring.
I’m the first ray of light
when the sun starts to shine,
And you’ll see
that the face in the moon is mine.
When you start thinking
there’s no one to love you,
You can talk to me
through the Lord above you.
I’ll whisper my answer
through the leaves on the trees,
And you’ll feel my presence
in the soft summer breeeze.
I’m the hot salty tears
that flow when you weep
And the beautiful dreams
that come while you sleep.
I’m the smile you see on baby’s face.
Just look for me, Mommy,
I’m everyplace !
(Author unknown)
♥I Hear Each Tear♥
My Mom doesn’t know I’m watching her
but I’m watching her just the same.
And I hear each tear fall on her face
at the mention of my name.
She says it sounds like music to her ears
and be heard over a crowd.
Oh, I hear each tear fall on her face,
when my name is said aloud.
I watch her stumble through each day
as she wishes the day would end.
And I hear each tear fall on her face
as she talks of me with her friends.
But there are few who truly understand.
Oh this I’ve heard her proclaim.
And I hear each tear fall on her face.
Will my Mom ever be the same?
I know that her smile can light up a sky,
But I don’t see that smile today.
Oh, but I hear each tear fall on her face,
her blue skies have turned to grey.
Oh I send to her my warmest hug
with the rays of the morning sun.
Then I won’t hear a tear fall on her face,
for I shall erase them one by one.
Yes, my Mom doesn’t know I’m watching her,
but I’m watching her just the same.
And if I hear a tear fall on her face
I’ll just softly whisper her name.
(Kay Des’Ormeaux)
To Lose A Child
To lose your child is the hardest loss to bare
No other loss on earth will compare,
Your hearts been broken, your soul ripped in two
This precious child was once a part of you,
You don’t know if you can carry on
Others tell you to be strong,
You struggle with each passing day
The pain in your heart never goes away,
Days and months come and go
The grief you feel begins to grow,
The ache and longing is always there
You sit alone, you sit and stare,
Nobody knows what to say to you
You need their help to see you through,
Friends start to drift away
They can’t listen to what you say,
You remind them of what life could be
If it happened to them instead of you or me,
Nobody understands your pain each day
Some look at you and just walk away,
They can’t bare to see you cry
You can’t stop or live a lie,
This is your life now and it’s for real
Your broken heart will never heal,
So if you know a mum who has lost her child
Please try to understand,
She does not need your sympathy
She needs you to hold her hand,
Special days come along
These are days she can’t be strong,
Birthdays, Christmas and Mothers day
Are the days she dreads in every way?
Then comes the day that hurts the most
The day her life changed for ever,
Please let her know the memory of her child
Will stay with you and leave you never
Do you believe in angels?
I know I surely do
The day I got my angel
Is the day God sent me you.
I always feel your presence
As I’m going through my day
And during hard times and struggle
I can feel you as you pray.
You’re always right there next to me
With everything I do
And when I need my angel
I’ll be calling out for you.
All I have to do
Is look deep inside my heart
For you my angel are always there
And never shall we part.
✽ܓ✽ܓ✽ܓ✽ܓ✽ܓ✽ܓ
copyright� Melinda Tanner
I LOVE YOU MY ANGEL XOXO
My Child
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Please, don’t ask me if I’m over it yet.
I’ll never be over it.
Please, don’t tell me he’s in a better place.
he isn’t with me.
Please, don’t say at least he isn’t suffering.
I haven’t come to terms with why he had to suffer at all.
Please, don’t tell me you know how I feel
Unless you have lost a child.
Please, don’t ask me if I feel better.
Bereavement isn’t a condition that clears up.
Please, don’t tell me at least you had him for so many years.
What year would you choose for your child to die?
Please, don’t tell me God never gives us more than we can bear.
Please, just tell me you are sorry.
Please, just say you remember my child, if you do.
Please, just let me talk about my child.
Please, mention my child’s name.
Please, just let me cry…..
LOVE YOU ALWAYS.
I sometimes feel my heart will burst
from wanting you so much
I can’t explain in words of how
I long to feel your touch
There is no way I can convey
this emptiness inside
That seems to tear my soul to shreds
as time goes swiftly by
If I could merely hold you near
for just a little while
If I could simply talk with you
or only see you smile
To have you look into my eyes
and wait to hear you say
Something that would help me
to take this pain away
If I have to wait forever
I guess that’s what I’ll do
For me, it will be worth it
to finally be with you.
What Is Grief?
Who really knows?
How to do it-and-how it goes
Grief I’m told is letting go
Be it right or be it wrong
Words and feelings to our own song.
Memories flood the tears in our eyes
Do you think our loved one hears our cries?
And how the heart aches to no end
Even knowing that our loved ones’ peace will send.
To feel so lonely and filled with fear
I wonder if the Lord does truly hear?
So our days go by hour by hour As we smile and carry on with all our power We stay busy, sometimes too busy to see And notice in God, we truly need thee.
Our nights are filled with restless sleep
Even knowing you’re in God’s keep
We wake from slumber in the early morning light
To weep our loved one, now, out of sight
We toss and turn and try to pray
Please Lord help us through another day!
And on the day where silence was once cherished
This too, has somehow perished.
Alone we fight the pain, the loss, the sorrow While waiting for a bright tomorrow We try to understand words that feel so cold We try to forgive, we try to be bold
We smile that smile
We walk that walk
We love unconditionally as we feel the pain of their talk.
We do desperately grieve inside
And try to live as God abides
For our pain and sorrow runs so deep
So deep that no one can see us weep.
So grief they say, as they point their finger
Get over it, it’s done, don’t let it linger
But ‘we’ know it doesn’t matter how many days go by
Our hearts will always know how to cry.
So tell me, what is grief and who really knows How to do it and how it goes?
♥TIME♥
I thought that time was healing
All the hurt you left behind
That empty spaces could be filled
My arms, my heart, my mind.
And though my body looks the same
As it did when you were here
The emptiness is growing
Even bigger with each tear.
I thought that time was healing
All the agonizing pain
That as the tears were fading
Soon I wouldn’t feel the same.
And though I can be smiling
And you think that I’ll survive
The pain is in my blood now
I have nowhere else to hide.
I thought that time was healing
All the loss a mother feels
That now you live within my heart
I had you near me still.
But I need so much to touch you
To see you smile again
And those memories I’m told are mine
Can never feel the same.
I thought that time was healing
All the while the mask was worn
That underneath a new me
Was waiting to be born.
But now I find I am the mask
It helps to keep me safe
And though my heart is breaking
You won’t see it in my face.
I thought that time was healing
All those tears my eyes have seen
That aching arms that miss you
Could be satisfied with dreams.
But here I am, in pain again
And healing stands alone
And mother weeps the world can see
For a son who can’t come home♥
I Miss You Baby, and Love You with all my Heart and Soul. xoxo
♥ Not One Day Passes…… That We Don’t Think Of You Our Broken Hearts Will Never Heal But Your Memory Pulls Us Through ♥ I Love you always and forever and ever and ever more. xoxo
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Like storms in the desert
And petals of a dying rose
Why you went to heaven
Only the Lord knows
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Like trees in a forest
And the early morning dew
God only takes the best
That’s why he took you
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Like gardens of Eden
And rainbows in the sky
You’re one of these beauties
And no one need to ask why
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Like the setting of the sun
And the rain and winter showers
You live on through it all
As God gave you these powers
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Like God made little green apples
He was the one that made you
And though he took you early
He will be the one to see you through
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And you live on forever
Through wind, rain, and shine
And I thank the dearest Lord
That on earth you were mine.
♥ By Margaret Pilkington ♥
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ITS 11 MONTHS TODAY BABY AND I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH. IT FEELS LIKE YESTERDAY. IT HURTS SO BAD. MY HEART ACHES FOR YOU WITH EVERY BEAT AND MY ARMS LONG TO HOLD YOU. I LOVE YOU BABY ALWAYS AND FOREVER, TILL MY LAST DYING BREATHE AND YOU TAKE MY HAND FOR ETERNITY. LOVE YOU XOXO
I Shall Remember You
I shall remember you for as long
as there are fields of snow
And there are flowers in the ground
with strength to grow.
As long as there are stars above
and moonbeams on the sea,
And just as long as there are songs
of love and memory.
I shall remember you today
and dreams of you tonight,
And look for you tomorrow when
the sun begins to light.
Whatever season, month or year
this much will be the same,
The special sound of joy will be
the mention of your name.
I shall remember you for as long
as there are earth and sky.
And all eternity
may it take to say goodbye.
I WILL LOVE YOU FOR ETERNITY XOXO
Live for me
If I could, I would tell you that I love you,
And that I chose to spend the time I had with you.
If I could, I would tell you that you are not to blame
For all was written in the stars, so long ago
If I could I would tell you that I love you,
And just how much our time together meant to me -
How I remember every kiss, and the loving arms that held me
And in my memory, I beg of you, please don’t forget to live!
LIVE FOR ME! Don’t take a moment for granted �€“
Every breath you take and every friend you make is a precious, precious gift -
LIVE FOR ME! Open up your heart and let the people that surround you
Help you love again — LOVE and LIVE for me!!!
If I could, I would tell you that I love you,
And I remember every precious moment shared
I would ask you to release, any pain that still remains
And fill your heart with peace and love for you and me
If I could, I would tell you that I love you,
I would hold your hand and tell you that I am fine.
Cause here I play with the angels, and I even dance with God (or among the stars)
And the love and light I feel is all I need!
LIVE FOR ME! Don’t take a moment for granted
Every breath you take and every friend you make is a precious, precious gift -
LIVE FOR ME! Open up your heart and let the people that surround you
Help you love again — LOVE and LIVE for me!!!
Forgive yourself and love yourself and
Love all those around you — in memory of me
LIVE FOR ME! Your life is a gift of mine as much as it is yours
So please, please, LIVE and LOVE for Me!
Wishing you all many wonderful signs from your beloved Child, and the warmth and joy of the light in which they reside.
much peace,
I LOVE YOU BABY
Quietly I weepAlthough I seem to hide it
My sorrow’s still so deep
Missing you in silence
Quietly I weep
I long to see your smile
Hear your laughter, hug you tight
But you’re no longer with me
You’ve headed toward the light
I’m sure you are quite happy
Here on earth I miss you so
Asking that same question
Why was it you that had to go?
I am sure there is an answer…
One that might make sense
When others offer reasons
I’m just on the defense
If they could understand me
Know how hard life is with grief
Just hold my hand and listen…
That would be a great relief
Although I seem to hide it
My sorrow’s still so deep
Missing you in silence…
Quietly I weep
I LOVE YOU BABY XOXO
I thought of you and closed my eyes,
And prayed to God today.
I asked what makes a Mother,
And I know I heard him say:
A mother has a baby,
This we know is true.
But, God, can you be a mother,
When your baby’s not with you?
Yes, you can he replied,
With confidence in his voice.
I give many women babies,
When they leave is not thier choice.
Some I send for a lifetime,
And others for a day.
And some I send to feel your womb,
But theres no need to stay.
I just don’t understand this God,
I want my baby here.
He took a breath and cleared his throat,
And then I saw a tear.
I wish that I could show you,
What your child is doing today,
If you could see your child smile,
With other children who say:
We go to earth and learn our lessons,
Of love and life and fear.
My mommy loved me oh so much,
I got to come straight here.
I feel so lucky to have a mom,
Who had so much love for me.
I learned my lessons very quickly,
My mommy set me free.
I miss my mommy oh so much,
But I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep,
On her pillow’s where I lay.
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek,
And whisper in her ear.
“Mommy don’t be sad today, I’m your baby and I’m here.”
So you see my dear sweet one,
Your children are Ok.
Your babies are here in My home,
They’ll be at heavens gate for you.
So now you see what makes a mother.
It’s the feeling in your heart.
It’s the love you had so much of,
Right from the very start.
Though some on earth may not realize you are a mother,
until their time is done.
They’ll be up here with Me one day,
And you’ll know that you’re the best one!
~Author Unknown
I LOVE YOU BABY XOXO
ღ♥ Deep in our hearts you will always stay ღ♥ Loved and remembered everyday ღ♥ Missed so dearly loved even more ღ♥ But one day for sure ღ♥ We will meet at heavens door ღ♥
♰⋰ No matter how we spend our day⋱♰⋰ No matter what we do⋱♰⋰ We never spend a single day ⋱♰⋰Without a thought of you. ⋱♰⋰ I Love You always Forever and Ever Mom xoxo ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ You Blessed Me ⋱♰⋰
Tears that shine like diamonds
As they fall upon my cheeks
I only have your memory now
In my heart to keep
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Ive cried so many diamonds
To light up the night sky
Theres not a day that passes
Where tears just pass me by
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Each night i always whisper
To you the one i love
Youll never be forgotten
For you blessed me with your love
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LOVE ALWAYS MOMMY XXXX
copyright© Vicky Deaville 20/10/09
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Reply to “Letter from Heaven”
My Dearest Loved one:
I received your Letter from Heaven,
It made the teardrops fall.
But knowing you’re with God above,
Sweet memories, I will recall.
I know that you are with me,
For I feel your presence near.
And if I listen closely,
Your voice I then can hear.
I know you’re watching o’er me,
As you promised you would do.
And when I feel so saddened,
It’s your letter that sees me through.
When I lay in bed at night,
The day’s chores put to flight,
I truly feel your presence,
Like a warm and glowing light.
The rocky roads you mentioned,
And the hills that I must climb;
I’ve done exactly what you said,
By taking one day at a time.
I’ve tried to help others,
Who are in sorrow and in pain.
And now I am contented,
My day was not in vain.
I’ll lend a hand, as you have said
When someone is feeling low.
I’ll pray for them and be here,
‘Till on their way they go.
And when it’s time for me to go,
To join you in heaven high.
My wings I shall spread wide,
To my home up in the sky
I LOVE YOU BABY XOXO
You may not be able to see me,
Though you think that I am gone.
Inside your heart you carry me,
So I live on, I live on.
I know you feel an emptiness,
Of words we left unsaid.
Release your pain, forgive yourself,
For I already did.
The love you gave, I took with me,
And left my love for you.
So now I know some time has passed,
Here is what I ask of you.
Share my life and remember me,
To those you love – out loud.
And I will become part of them,
For that would make me proud.
Those little quirks, the quips I said,
Please share those memories.
For there is no plaque or stone,
That would better honor me.
I loved you then, and love you still,
And will forevermore.
So take my love and pass it down,
That’s what my legacy is for.
Give my memories, my love as gifts,
And do not mourn that I have gone.
Just place my love in your Heart always
And you will know that I live on.
I LOVE YOU BABY XOXO
♥ღ♥ We Will Be Together Again ♥ღ♥
♥ღ♥ 2006 Katherine J. Cochran ♥ღ♥
Some believe A star shining brightly in the Heavens
Represents the love of someone they can’t see
Others feel The butterfly dancing in their garden
Is a symbol of a Spirit flying free
But when a gentle breeze caresses your hair
Or you see an eagle soar in the air
Should you smile and remember me in prayer
Oh, I will be there
There’s no need to say good-bye
One day we’ll be together
Remember me and smile
I’m in your heart forever
I’ll feel the love you send
Until we’re together again
Close your eyes
You’ll find me sailing in the sunset
Riding waves of bluest oceans ever seen
I’m holding hands
Of all the others here before me
With my head upheld to hear the angels sing
I can do all the things I’ve always dreamed of
I’ll be watching over you from above
Don’t be worried about me because
I brought along all your love
There’s no need to say good-bye
One day we’ll be together
Remember me and smile
I’m in your heart forever
I’ll feel the love you send
Until we’re together again
It doesn’t matter where you are
My love will shine upon you from that star
I’m like the butterfly flying free
Ascending through the sky peacefully
There’s no need to say good-bye
One day we’ll be together
Remember me and smile
I’m in your heart forever
I’ll feel the love you send
I can feel all of the love you send
And you hold on to all the love I send
Until we’re together again
We’ll be together again
I LOVE YOU BABY XOXO
FOR MONDAY
Sadly missed along life’s way,
Quietly remembered every day,
No longer in our life to share,
But in our hearts you’re always there.
FOR TUESDAY
I sit and wonder every day,
Why the Lord chose to call you away,
I think He saw you needed rest,
He only takes the very best.
FOR WEDNESDAY
Everyday in some small way,
Memories of you come our way,
Though absent, you are always near,
Still missed, loved, always dear.
FOR THURSDAY
Resting where no shadows fall,
In peaceful sleep he awaits us all;
God will link the broken chain,
When one by one we meet again.
FOR FRIDAY
Surrounded by friends
Yet all alone
The one I loved
God has called home
The hugs of friends
Helps ease the pain
And I know my loss
Is my loved one’s gain
But tears now flow
Across my face
As I long for just
One more embrace
Then comfort comes
And I see Christ’s face
He hugs my loved one
And I feel God’s grace.
FOR SATURDAY
Please don’t sing sad songs for me,
Forget your grief and fears,
For I am in a perfect place
Away from pain and tears…
It’s far away from hunger
And hurt and want and pride,
I have a place in Heaven
With the Master at my side.
My life on earth was very good,
As earthly life can go,
But Paradise is so much more
Than anyone can know..
.
My heart is filled with happiness
And sweet rejoicing, too.
To walk with God is perfect peace,
A joy forever new.
FOR SUNDAY
When I come to the end of the day
And the sun has set for me,
I want no rites in a gloom-filled room
Why cry for a soul set free?
Miss me a little, but not too long
And not with your head bowed low.
Remember the love we once shared,
Miss me but let me go.
For this is a journey we all must take
And each must go alone.
It’s all a part of the maker’s plan,
A step on the road to home.
When you are lonely and sick at heart,
Go to the friends we know,
And bury your sorrows in doing good deeds -
Miss me, but let me go.
left by angie for you.
I LOVE YOU BABY XOXO
X♥♥X Good morning Angel,May peace,light and love be with you always.You live on in our hearts,forever missed and loved X♥♥X
The days come and the nights goes, but your sweet beautiful memory Anthony lingers on always. Give me lots of a big hugs and kisses in my dreams. I miss you so much my darling. Love you forever and ever and ever more. xoxo
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Quietly I Weep
By Lyndie Sorenson
Although I seem to hide it
My sorrow’s still so deep
Missing you in silence
Quietly I weep
I long to see your smile
Hear your laughter, hug you tight
But you’re no longer with me
You’ve headed toward the light
I’m sure you are quite happy
Here on earth I miss you so
Asking that same question
Why was it you that had to go?
I am sure there is an answer…
One that might make sense
When others offer reasons
I’m just on the defence
If they could understand me
Know how hard life is with grief
Just hold my hand and listen…
That would be a great relief
Although I seem to hide it
My sorrow’s still so deep
Missing you in silence…
Quietly I weep
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♰⋰ No matter how we spend our day⋱♰⋰ No matter what we do⋱♰⋰ We never spend a single day ⋱♰⋰Without a thought of you.⋱♰⋰ I Love you Baby xoxo⋱♰⋰
Twas the month before Christmas and I dreaded the days,
That I knew I was facing, the holiday craze.
The stores were all filled with holiday lights,
In hopes of drawing customers by day and by night.
As others were making their holiday plans,
My heart was breaking, I couldn’t understand.
I had lost my child a few years before,
And I knew what my holiday had in store.
When out of nowhere, there arose such a sound,
I sprang to my feet and was looking around,
Away to the window I flew like a flash,
Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash
The sight that I saw took my breath away,
And my tears turned to smiles in the light of the day.
When what to my wondering eyes should appear,
But a cluster of butterflies fluttering near.
With beauty and grace they performed a dance,
I knew in a moment this wasn’t by chance.
The hope that they gave me was a sign from above,
That my child was still near me and that I was loved.
The message they brought was my holiday gift,
And I cried when I saw them in spite of myself.
As I knelt closer to get a better view,
One allowed me to pet it, as if it knew -
That I needed the touch of its fragile wings,
To help me get through the holiday scene.
In the days that followed I carried the thought,
Of the message the butterflies left in my heart -
That no matter what happens or what days lie ahead,
Our children are with us – they’re not really dead.
Yes, the message of the butterflies still rings in my ears,
A message of hope – a message so dear.
And I imagined they sang as they flew out of sight,
‘To all bereaved parents – We love you tonight
I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS BABY, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. BUT CHRISTMAS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN FOR ME, 14 MONTHS AGO TODAY YOU LEFT ME AND BROKE MY HEART. FOR 14 MONTHS I HAVE BEEN LIVING THIS NIGHTMARE AND WILL FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. I MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY. ALWAYS AND FOREVER IN MY HEART. LOVE YOU BOO XOXO
~Christmas Without You~
It’s going to be a sad Christmas this year
without your laughter & without your cheer.
I’ll miss the sight of you with your Santa’s hat,
and the smile you shared from where you sat.
I’ll think about all the Christmas’s in the past,
and hold to the memories that slipped so fast.
For they’re all I have left to remember,
on this sad Christmas morning in December.
I’ll think about you and cherish each though;
I’ll think of your smile & the happiness it brought.
And as I listen to the church bells ring,
your voice will echo as the choirs sing.
I can never tell you, my love, how sad it will be
to spend Christmas without you here with me.
I just wish you’d touch my heart in such a way,
that I could live through the pain of Christmas Day.
And, help me to remember that your love
is still sent to me from the Heavens above.
And although you won’t decorate my Christmas tree,
Your spirit will light the lights for me to see.
Oh, I’ll hear your voice in each Christmas song.
I’ll see your face in each child that comes along.
And although my heart will be broken and torn…
I’ll know you’re with Jesus on this Christmas morn.
No, Christmas won’t be the same without your smiling face
but I’ll know you’re in a much better place.
I’ll think of my precious child in everything I do…
Cause, it just won’t be “Christmas Without You!”
Written by Kaye Des’Ormeaux
I LOVE YOU BABY XOXO
The best present I’ve ever had is when God gave you to me. You have a part of me that will never belonged to anyone else. We can’t be together this Christmas but our souls are not really apart for you have the best part of me you have my soul and my heart.
As I sit silently everyday my eyes are blurred by tears, my heart is broken by the world I now have to live in. All I ever wanted in my life is to see you standing by my side, to see you smile, hear you laugh, hear you shout Mom, to have you here with me. You see sweetheart you made my life complete.
When I close my eyes I try really hard baby to see and hear to you, hold you close in my arms, but I can’t find you. It’s a long and lonely road I walk looking and searching for the only person I want to be with.
The day I first held you feels like yesterday The last day we had together feels like yesterday, The last time I heard you laugh and see you smile feels like yesterday. The day I lost you feels like yesterday. You see darling I don’t have a tomorrow I only have yesterday. But I need you here with me today, to hold you close, to touch your face, to hear you, I would change all tomorrows into yesterdays so I could have you here with me again today.
It is because of you that my life had a meaning, without you I have nothing, I am nothing I am a mom without her beloved child. Being your mom will always be the most proudest and most important part of my life. I want you to know darling that you are also the most important person in my life, you always will be. Everything I did was you I hope I did it right.
Always remember baby the relationship that we share will never fade and we will never truly be apart as you will always be a part of me and forever in my heart the love I have for you grows within my heart each day.
There are no words to express how much you mean to me. I know that we will be together again where no one can ever hurt us or keep us apart ever again. This day darling will come I know it within my heart.
I so proud of you darling I love and miss you so much I will every single day until that day comes when I can hold you again in my arms.
All my love darling forever xx Mom xx
HAPPY NEW YEAR BABY, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. MISS YOU EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY. STAY CLOSE TO ME AND LET ME ALWAYS FEEL YOU ALL AROUND ME. I ASK GOD IF IT WAS OK WITH HIM. SO YOU CAN COME AND VISIT ME ALWAYS. LOVE YOU BOO XOXO
New Year 2010
❃ With Love ❃
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If I could dream a thousand dreams
I’d dream them all of you,
If I could wish a thousand wishes
I’d wish more time with you.
Now all the seasons passing,
Nothing seems to change,
For I wake up every morning
To a world that feels so strange.
It’s another lonely New Year
Without the one we love,
No hand to hold
Or cheek to kiss,
All we can do is reminisce
Of times gone by
Oh, how they fly,
Seems like yesterday
When we said goodbye
To the most wonderful person
We were lucky to have known,
You breathed your last breath
And then you left us here alone.
But I wonder did you leave
Or were you really still here
Because I heard a whisper in my ear,
•:*:• ❃•:*:••:*:• ❃•:*:• ❃•:*:• ❃•:*:•
“Tell everybody never fear,
Because I am with them night and day
When at home or even away,
Don’t shed a tear Or frown a face,
Just be happy as best you can”
•:*:• ❃•:*:••:*:• ❃•:*:• ❃•:*:• ❃•:*:•
Unknown
My Child
I loved you for so many months
Before you were even born,
I talked and sang and read to you
And kept you safe and warm.
And when you opened first your eyes
And looked deeply into my soul,
My heart grew full, and with great relief,
I saw that you were whole.
Your tiny little bitsy fist,
Wrapped tight around my thumb,
The trust you placed upon me,
Struck me completely dumb.
How awesome was your little smile
That spoke of your dreams to me,
So trusting as you slowly nursed,
So dependant, relaxed and free.
Committed I myself to you,
As protector, friend and guide,
And watched you grow, a tender shoot,
Close ever by my side.
How shocked was I when the death angel came
And bore you to heaven’s home,
To fill a spot in God’s own heart,
And with Jesus talk and roam.
Please know, my child, how my heart breaks
That you have gone away;
Yet the love you opened up to me
Will last through judgment day.
Amid my grief my life goes on;
I learned so much from you:
How to trust my Heavenly Father
In everything I do.
Some great day when my life is done,
According to God’s plan;
I’ll bring my broken heart to you
And it will be whole again.
I thank my Lord for lending you,
In the way He did, to me.
For He used you as a building block
To my own eternity.
(”)….(”)
( ‘ o ‘ )
(”)–(”)
(””’)-(””’)
I Love You
As I look up to the skies above,
The stars stretch endlessly–
But somehow all those rays of light
Seem dimmer now to me.
As I watch the morning sun appear,
The shadows still don’t fade—
As if the brightest light of all
Was somehow swept away.
Though I see the branches swaying,
And watch their dancing leaves–
The echoes carried on the wind
Don’t sound the same to me.
As I listen to the morning birds
Sing softly from afar–
It seems to be a mournful tune
That echoes in my heart.
Another day has come again,
As time moves surely on–
But nothing now seems quite the same,
To know that he is gone.
The days and weeks and months ahead
Will never be the same–
Because a treasure beyond words
Can never be replaced.
The loss cannot be measured now,
The void cannot be filled–
And though someday the grief may fade,
His mark will live on still.
For even with my heavy heart,
I know that I’ve been blessed
To have been one who’s life he touched
With warmth so infinite.
~Unknown~
IT’S YOUR LIL BROTHERS 15th BIRTHDAY TODAY. MAKE SURE YOU SEND HIM LOTS OF {{{{HUGS}}} AND KISSES FROM HEAVEN. I LOVE YOU BABY AND MISS YOU MORE THEN ANYTHING. MY HEART ACHES EVERY SINGLE SECOND OF THE DAY. WISHING YOU WERE HERE. LOVE YOU BOO XOXO
Bereaved Parents Wish List
I wish my child hadn’t died. I wish I had him
back!!
I wish you wouldn’t be afraid to speak my child’s name. My child lived and was very important to me. I need to hear that he was important to you also.
If I cry and get emotional when you talk about my child, I wish you knew that it isn’t because you have hurt me. My child’s death is the cause of my tears. You have talked about my child and you have allowed me to share my grief. I thank you for both.
Being a bereaved parent is not contagious, so I wish you wouldn’t shy away from me. I need you now more than ever.
I need diversions, so I do want to hear about you, but I also want you to hear about me. I might be sad and I might cry, but I wish you would let me talk about my child; my favorite topic of the day.
I know that you think of and pray for me often. I also know that my child’s death pains you too. I wish you would let me know these things through a phone call, a card or note, or a real big hug.
I wish you wouldn’t expect my grief to be over. These first years
are traumatic for me, but I wish you could understand that my grief will never be over. I will suffer the death of my child until the day I die.
I am working hard in my recovery, but I wish you could understand that I will never fully recover. I will always miss my child and I will always grieve that they are gone.
I wish you wouldn’t expect me “not to think about it” or “be happy”. Neither will happen for a very long time, so don’t frustrate yourself.
I don’t want to have a “Pity party”, but I do wish you would let me grieve. I must hurt before I can heal.
I wish you understood how my life has shattered. I know it is miserable for you to be around me when I’m feeling miserable. Please be as patient with me as I am with you.
When I say, “I’m doing okay”, I wish you could understand that I don’t “feel” okay and that I struggle daily.
I wish you knew that all of the grief reactions I’m having are very normal. Depression, anger, hopelessness and overwhelming sadness are all to be expected. So please excuse me when I’m quiet and withdrawn or irritable and cranky.
Your advice to “take it one day at a time” is excellent advice.
However, a day is too much and too fast for me right now. I wish you could understand that I’m doing good to handle an hour at a time.
Please excuse me if I seem rude, certainly not my intent. Sometimes the world around me goes too fast and I need to get off. When I walk away, I wish you would let me find a quiet place to spend time alone.
I wish you understood that grief changes people. When my child died, a big part of me died with him. I am not the same person I was before my child died and I will never be that person again.
I wish very much that you could understand ~ understand my loss and my grief.
But….
I pray daily that you will never understand
ALL MY LOVE XOXO
Are You There?
by Diane Robertson
Misty breeze wraps about my shoulders, thinly clad.
I shiver not, despite the coolness on my skin.
Comfort, I now feel.
Is it you my precious Angel?
Are you there? I cannot hear your quiet voice,
But bird song fills the air From high treetops to grassy marsh.
I wonder – is it you, Dear? Are you there?
The roses in your garden bloom large,
And varied in hue from crimson deep, to barely pink.
I cup the velvet bud, its fragrance soothes a troubled mind.
This must be you, my precious Angel. Are you there?
Are you the fiery autumn maples,
Or the star-like flakes of snow?
Are you the sparkle in the water of the lake that we both loved,
Or, perhaps, the warmth I feel in the sand beneath my toes?
Though your quiet voice I cannot hear,
Nor can I see again your sparkling eyes,
Or feel your dainty hand laid gently on my own,
You are here.
For memory’s book will never close –
Each lovely sound, or sight, or scent,
Another page from special times that we have shared.
Oh, yes! You are here child – everywhere!
I Love You XOXO
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY, I LOVE YOU MORE THEN ANYTHING XOXO
A Birthday In Heaven
� 2005 Written by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday
And felt your heart-sent love
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My birthday (way up here)
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me
He told me with a wink
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think)
I’m getting lots of hugs from God
He’s really good at that
And every time that I walk by
He gives my head a pat
Balloons will fill the streets for me
They float up through the clouds
And we have lots of clowns up here
That make us laugh out loud
There is a birthday carousel
Jeweled horses ride the wind
With music playing oh so sweet…
The magic never ends
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings
We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts, surprise!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies
I LOVE YOU BABY, HAVE A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY WITH ALL YOUR ANGEL FRIENDS. I KNOW YOU AND NICK ARE HAVING A BLAST. I LOVE YOU BOO XOXO
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY BABY. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. THANK YOU FOR MY VALENTINES GIFT OF VISITING ME IN MY DREAMS. I MISS YOU SO MUCH ANTHONY AND LONG TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS. WISHING TO KISS YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE. I KNOW I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY GOD TOOK YOU FIRST. BUT I WISH YOU WERE STILL HERE IN MY ARMS WERE YOU BELONG. TODAY IS JAIME 2ND ANGEL DAY. GIVE HIM A BIG KISS FOR ME. I LOVE YOU BABY AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH. FOREVER IN MY HEART AND SOUL. XOXO
What Is Grief?
Who really knows?
How to do it-and-how it goes
Grief I’m told is letting go
Be it right or be it wrong
Words and feelings to our own song.
Memories flood the tears in our eyes
Do you think our loved one hears our cries?
And how the Heart aches to no end
Even knowing that our loved ones’ peace will send.
To feel so lonely and filled with fear
I wonder if the Lord does truly hear?
So our days go by hour by hour As we smile and carry on with all our power We stay busy, sometimes too busy to see And notice in God, we truly need thee.
Our nights are filled with restless sleep
Even knowing you’re in God’s keep
We wake from slumber in the early morning light
To weep our loved one, now, out of sight
We toss and turn and try to pray
Please Lord help us through another day!
And on the day where silence was once cherished
This too, has somehow perished.
Alone we fight the pain, the loss, the sorrow While waiting for a bright tomorrow We try to understand words that feel so cold We try to forgive, we try to be bold
We smile that smile
We walk that walk
We love unconditionally as we feel the pain of their talk.
We do desperately grieve inside
And try to live as God abides
For our pain and sorrow runs so deep
So deep that no one can see us weep.
So grief they say, as they point their finger
Get over it, it’s done, don’t let it linger
But ‘we’ know it doesn’t matter how many days go by
Our Hearts will always know how to cry.
So tell me, what is grief and who really knows How to do it and how it goes?
I LOVE YOU BABY WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. MISS YOU SO MUCH. TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY AND ALL I WANT IS YOU IN MY ARMS. I LOVE YOU BOO. STAY CLOSE TO ME AND THE BOYS. LOVE YOU XOXO
I LOVE YOU BABY AND MISS YOU MORE THEN ANYTHING. MY HEART ACHES WITH EVERY BEAT. I LONG TO HOLD YOU AND SEE YOU AND KISS YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE. TO HEAR YOU CALL ME IS WANT I LONG FOR. I LOVE YOU BOO MORE THEN LIFE ITSELF. XOXO BABY
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I Want You To Know
*ღ*
A brief moment of darkness
was all that I knew,
before Heaven’s Gate
came into my view.
*ღ*
Loved ones and friends
I had missed for many years,
welcomed me with open arms
and many happy tears.
*ღ*
All the hurt, fear and pain
that I have ever known,
is gone from my life,
I am finally home.
*ღ*
I gazed upon the Lord’s
sweet smiling face,
and for the first time in my life
I knew and felt His grace.
*ღ*
I know that you miss me,
but please dry your eyes.
I will always be watching and loving you
from my home in the sky.
*ღ*
A cool breeze on your face,
a touch of light rain,
I will send as a reminder
that we will be reunited again.
*ღ*
Life on earth is but one
brief moment in time,
I am finally home,
Eternity is mine.
*ღ*
Copyright� 2002 Jonathan Tiong.
I LOVE YOU BABY WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. MY HEART ACHES WITH EVERY BEAT. MY ARMS LONG TO HOLD YOU TIGHT. TO HEAR YOUR VOICE WOULD BE MUSIC TO MY EARS. I LOVE YOU BABY WITH ALL I AM. MISS YOU EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY, YOUR ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS. LET ME FEEL YOU ALL AROUND ME. HELP ME EASE THIS PAIN THAT WILL NEVER LEAVE. UNTIL THE DAY I TAKE MY LAST BREATH AND YOU TAKE MY HAND FOR ETERNITY. I LOVE YOU ANTHONY FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER MY BEAUTIFUL BABYBOY. LOVE YOU MOMMY XOXO BOO
GRIEF
Grief envelops me, holding me ever so tight
I don’t know how I’ll make it through this night.
Grief follows me each and everyday
No matter how I duck and dodge,
I can’t seem to get out of its way.
Grief calls on me, knows me by name,
Never letting me forget that
Things will never be the same.
Grief speaks to me at unexpected times
It doesn’t give me a forewarning, hint or sign.
It sends its friend called, Loneliness
To rob me of my sleep,
And gives me tears
That cause me to weep, and weep, and weep.
It sends along Hurt and Pain
As constant reminders that
Life without you will never be the same.
Grief robs, cheats and destroys
I don’t think I can stand this Grief much more.
Grief leaves me with emptiness
Where love used to be
Reminding me that never again
Will I see you smiling at me.
Grief says to me
That you’ll never again come home
I’m so unhappy and all alone.
Lord, help me,
For I’m going down fast
Show me that one day this too shall pass.
Show me once more, Lord
That love does transcend,
That even Grief
Can’t bring love to an end.
Show me, Lord
Show me right away!
Because Grief is waiting to attack me
As I start a brand new day.
Copyright � 1997 Shelia E. Lipsey
When I’m Gone
When I come to the end of my journey
and I travel my last weary mile,.
Just forget if you can that I ever frowned
and remember only the smile.
Forget unkind words I have spoken;
remember some good I have done.
Forget that I ever had heartache
and remember I’ve had loads of fun!
Forget that I’ve stumbled and blundered
and sometimes fell by the way.
Remember that I have fought some hard battles,
and won ere the close of the day.
Then forget the grief for my going;
I would not have you sad for a day.
But in summer just gather some flowers
and remember the place where I lay.
And come in the shade of the evening
when the sun paints the sky in the west.
Stand for a few moments beside me
and remember only my best.
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GOODNIGHT BABY, SWEET DREAMS. I HOPE YOUR EASTER WAS WONDERFUL AND GLORIOUS WITH OUR LORD. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. LOST IT QUITE A FEW TIMES. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. VISIT ME MY DREAMS FOR A LIL WHILE AND LET ME HOLD YOU BABE. I LOVE YOU MY BEAUTIFUL SON XOXO
I shall remember you for as long
as there are fields of snow
and there are flowers in the ground
with strength to grow.
As long as there are stars above
and moonbeams on the sea,
and just as long as there are songs
of love and memory.
I shall remember you today
and dreams of you tonight,
and look for you tomorrow when
the sun begins to light.
Whatever season, month or year,
this much will be the same,
the only sound of joy will be,
the mention of your name.
I shall remember you for as long
As there are earth and sky.
And all eternity
may take to say good bye.
~ James Metcalfe ~
HAPPY EASTER BABY, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. XOXO
The pain I feel is great, no amount of time or help can take it away. I hurt each day since you went away, when we needed you the most, you flew away. It was unfair that you had to die the way you did. The pain I feel is great, no one knows what each day brings, but tomorrow with a song of praise, a tear in my eye and hope in my heart, I will rise again. For I know, you would wish me to live happy and well.”
Written in 2006 by Moses Clive
I LOVE YOU BABY XOXO
♥ I’LL SEE YOU AGAIN ♥ SUNG BY WESTLIFE
Always you will be part of me
And I will forever feel your strength
When I need it most
You’re gone now, gone but not forgotten
I can’t say this to your face
But I know you hear
Chorus:
I’ll see you again
You never really left
I feel you walk beside me
I know I’ll see you again
When I’m lost, when I’m missing you like crazy
I tell myself I’m so blessed
To have had you in my life, my life
Chorus
When I had the time to tell you
Never thought I’d live to see the day
When the words I should have said
Would come to haunt me
In my darkest hour I tell myself
I’ll see you again
Chorus
I will see you again
I’ll see you again
I miss you like crazy
You’re gone but not forgotten
I’ll never forget you
Someday I’ll see you again
I feel you walk beside me
Never leave you, yeah
Gone but not forgotten
I feel you by my side
No this is not goodbye.
“IN THE LIGHT”
A shadow of joy flickered; it is me.
I told you I wouldn’t leave.
My spirit is with you.
My memories, my thoughts are
imbedded deep in your heart.
I still love you.
Do not for one moment think
that you have been abandoned.
I am in the Light.
In the corner, in the hall, the car, the yard –
these are the places I stay with you.
My spirit rises every time you pray for me,
but my energy comes closer to you.
Love does not diminish, it grows stronger.
I am the feather that finds you in the yard,
the dimmed light that grows brighter in your mind,
I place our memories for you to see.
We lived in our special way,
a way that now has its focus changed.
I still crave your understanding and
long for the many words of prayer
and good fortune for my soul.
I am in the Light.
As you struggle to adjust without me,
I watch silently.
Sometimes I summon up all the strength of my new world
to make you notice me.
Impressed by your grief,
I try to impress my love
deeper into your consciousness.
As you should,
call out to the Heavens for help.
You should know that the fountain of youth does exist.
My soul is now healthy.
Your love sends me new found energy.
I am adjusting to this new world.
I am with you and I am in the Light.
Please don’t feel bad that you can’t see me.
I am with you wherever you go.
I protect you,
just as you protected me so many times.
Talk to me and somehow I will find a way
to answer you.
I see you with my new eyes.
I am learning to help wherever you are,
where ever I am needed.
This can be done because I am in the Light.
When you feel despair, reach out to me.
I will come.
My love for you truly does
transcend from Heaven to Earth.
Finish your life with the enthusiasm and zest
that you had when we were together in the physical sense.
You owe this to me, but more importantly,
you owe it to yourself.
Life continues for both of us.
I am with you because I love you
and I am in the Light…
~ Author unknown ~
Walk in the light sweet angel
Be happy and know how much you are loved
PLEASE SAY THEIR NAMES
By Don Hackett
The time of concern is over. No longer are we asked how we’re doing. Never are the names of our children mentioned to us. A curtain descends. The moment has passed. Life’s slip from frequent recall. There are exceptions: close and compassionate friends, sensitive and loving family. Still look. Still ask. Still listen. Thank God for them. For most, the drama is over. The spotlight is off. Applause is silent.
But for us the play will never end. The effects on us are timeless. What can be said, you ask? Please say “their names” to us. Love does not die. Their names are written on our lives. You may feel that they are dead. We feel that they are of the dead and still they live. They ghost-walk our souls, beckoning in future welcome. You say, “They were our children”; we say “They are”. Please say “their names” to us and say “their names” again. It hurts to bury their memory in silence. What they were in flesh is no longer with us. What they are in spirit stays within us always. They were of our past but they are part of our now. They are our hope for the future. Please understand we cannot forget. We would not if we could.
We know that you cannot know, yesterday we were like you. Understand that we dwell in both flesh and spirit. We do not ask you to walk this road. The ascent is steep and the burden heavy. We walk it not by choice. We would rather walk it with them in the flesh, looking not to spirit worlds beyond. We are what we have to be. What we have lost, you cannot feel. What we have gained you may not see. Please say ” their names” for they are alive. We will meet them again, although in many ways we’ve never parted. Their spirits play light songs, appear in sunrises and sunsets. They are real and shadow, they were and they are.
Please say “their names” to us and say “their names” again.
They are our children and we love them as we always did.
More each day.
PLEASE, SAY THEIR NAMES.
I MISS YOU ANTHONY MORE THEN ANYTHING, LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. XOXO BABY LOVE YOU FOR ALL ETERNITY MOMMY
ღ A Longing ღ
The longing penetrates the heart deeply
The days go by ever so slowly
Sunrise to sunset there’s only you in my memory
Heaviness sets in as my eyes become teary.
Opening the window I see the moon shining brightly
Illuminating the darkness giving hope to many
But no matter how hard I stare at nature’s beauty
It just isn’t as magical without you beside me.
The alarm rings and birds are chirping noisily
A new day and a new beginning it should be
But the same yearning occupies my mind so strongly
Because in my heart the love for you burns eternally.
Author Unknown
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ღ A New Day ღ
Like a fresh blade of grass
Patted down by the rain
I sometimes feel
Defeated
Like beautiful new snow
Gently falling to earth
I want to see
The promise of purity
Like the pale yellow
Of the rising sun
I want a new
Sense of hope
Like the sweet call
Of a chirping bird
I look forward to the assurance
Of a new day
Author Unknown
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ღ Snowflakes ღ
Like little snowflakes
Gliding gently to earth
Touching my cheek
A cool brief kiss
Somehow remind me
Of the eternal warmth
I felt when I held you.
Author Unknown
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I love you baby and miss you so very much xoxo Mommy
I love you baby with all my heart and soul. I miss you so much. I cant believe its almost 3 yrs. It make me sick so much time has passed, but yet it feels like yesterday. I miss you Anthony and my heart aches my love. I long to hold you close and kiss your beautiful face. I love you baby for all eternity xoxo Mommy
Cant believe in 4 days it will be 3 yrs. I feel so frozen in time. The day you left, you took so much of me with you baby. I hate this new world that I exist in now. I long to hold you close and kiss your beautiful face. I miss you more then anything. I can only wait until the day God calls my name and we can be together for all eternity. I love you so much. The word still linger, Why? How can this Be? Why not me? Please baby stay close to me and let me feel you all around. I love you wtih all my heart and soul. ALways and forever and ever and ever more xoxo Mom
❤…. ✣…THINKING OF YOU ON YOUR ANGEL DAY… ✣ … .❤
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Today is very special Anthony,
It comes by once a year.
It’s the day you went to Heaven
And the day you left me here.
I know I should be happy Anthony,
You’re in your Heavenly home.
But instead I feel so empty
And oh so all alone.
Yes today is very special
The day you grew your wings.
You left so very quickly
You didn’t take your things.
Instead you left me crying,
Yet hoping all the while
That someday I will remember
This day with a smile.
Anonymous 30.8.10
MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU MY BEAUTIFUL BABY BOY. I LOVE YOU MORE THEN LIFE ITSELF. I CANT BELIEVE ITS BEEN 3 YRS. AND IT NOT GETTING ANY EASIER. IT HURTS MORE AND MORE WITH EACH PASSING DAY. I LONG TO HOLD YOU AND KISS YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE. I LOVE YOU MY DARLING WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. PLEASE STAY CLOSE TO ME AND LET ME FEEL YOU ALL AROUND ME. I LOVE YOU FOR ALL ETERNITY XOXO MOMMY
I miss you so much Anthony. My heart aches with every beat. I cant believe its been 3yrs. It still feels like yesterday and hurts so much. It always will. You were my everything. I love you more then life itself
I miss you so much baby, cant believe its that time a yr again. Makes it so much harder baby, I love you with all my heart and soul. All I want is to hold you in my arms and never let you go my darling. Stay close to me and let me feel you all around Boo xoxo Mommy